1. Notes: 4 / 9 months ago 

    An Improvised Love

    The rain is pouring hard outside as my emotions gushed out from the inside

    And here I am hanging, lost without you by my side

    I am waiting for this moment since I have been alive

    But I just realized this ain’t true, it can’t even be called life

    And this realization made my eyes started to cry

    I don’t know if I’m going to stay or will say goodbye

    I don’t want to take any step without hearing a word from you

    Without hearing that you’re now leaving, and I have to let go too

    I am melting here, and you’re now being cold

    I’m struggling to keep the fire burning, but you’re now gone out of my world

    And my voice isn’t enough to break your loudest silence

    I’m trying to be strong but I just can’t because of your absence

    I believe and be believing that you’re still there

    I will live and not be leaving until I know you don’t even care

    I still have the faith you taught me when I was down

    Still have the dreams of forever but I think it’s now gone

    I’m remembering the sound of your soft voice

    How it sounded so sweet that love is our only choice

    But all the music starts to wither and they all starts to wane

    I’m trying hard to memorize it but you’re pushing me to forget it in all possible ways

    I’ve let myself fall so deep, I’ve given all I have

    By just knowing you’re with me – tentatively in love

    Without any assurance of you and me together

    But still I made my own conclusion that we are now ‘forever’

    And all these words will be a sweet remembrance of you

    That there was this someone that made me felt so brand new

    That I can be loved without any questions, without any hesitations

    That I can be free but reluctantly we’re gone now in separate directions

    The rain is pouring hard outside and I just lost all my feelings inside

    And here I am hanging alone without you by my side

    I have been waiting for this moment, and now hope is all I have

    And I just realized that we’re through, it was all an improvised love.

    (Source: wattpad.com)

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And now, I became someone more but someone less
But still there's a part of me that is unchanged
I'm still the one who I used to be
But I'm not anymore the child who you used to see.
 
 

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