I’ll close my eyes
The sun is going down
I’ll be alright
No one can hurt me now
Come morning light
Soon I will be safe and sound..
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i am tired„,
Time is running down the stillness of my soul
I don’t have to move any memory, it can damage my whole
I’ll be standing here where you left me, where I cried
Where my heart stops to beat, where I nearly died
You said I don’t have to do anything, like I don’t have to make a move
I don’t have to say anything, but I know there’s something I have to prove
The certainty of the feelings, the words lingered on my mind
The something in you and me, I will not try it to hide
There is this song that makes me remember you
The melody’s unendingly playing, it is something I hold on to
Hope this song will carry you back to my dream of ‘us’
Hope this song will be everything to let me know there is a chance
But you are near to perfect and I am far for a normal one
I’m not impeccable, and I’m not like that handsome man
I am ashamed of my body, ashamed of my voice
I can’t get to you closer, I just don’t have any choice
I will do anything, everything for this love
I will do all the possible, I’ll be giving all that I have
I’ll be playing this song until you hear it again
Hope it will lead you to me, I hope you will care
I will close my eyes and reminisce the sound of your words
Of how you say you can’t love me, and how you left outside my world
But I’ll be living on believing that someday you’ll learn to love again
Though I may not be the one you’ll be loving, but I hope I’m the one who make that hurt away
And I’ll be waiting you halfway away from this heart
For my love will be living in you, it’ll never be apart
Halfway waiting for you, patiently I’ll just be around
I have this faith that we’ll see each other, we’ll be together safe and sound.
Silence in darkness, weeping inside
Grasping for a breath and still couldn’t find
Flowing without direction, dying in pain
Walking full of emotion, looking back again
Tired of running in endless scourging path
Hold me now for I need to feel alive
I’ve been here wondering, I’m a wanderer of this life
Still can’t find a reason, still don’t have a ground
And here again, I lay my broken self
Longing for You to come, waiting for me to be heard
Where are You now? I have been reaching out to You
Can You stay for a while till I can make it through?
Why is it when we’re crying there always His silence?
Why is it when we’re needing we always feel His absence?
Why is it when we’re looking He’s always out of our sight?
Why is it when we’re losing, we always feel we’re unloved?
And it seems God is always distant whenever we’re in pain
It is more of feeling that He left us than He stays
It is more of the silence than His merciful voice
It is more of nothingness than His everlasting words
But still we should never lose any ways of holding
For He had never been gone, and He knows what we are feeling
For He wants us to learn the deepest way to worship Him
It is when we felt so helpless and yet we still believe in Him
He promised that He’ll never leave us in every moment of our life
His words will linger as each day passes us
We should keep on believing, we should hold on our faith
For we know He’ll never forsake us, He’ll always be our saving grace
Yes, He seems to be distant for such some time
And almost He is gone always in our eyes
But I know we never tried to lose Him, we never let Him to be far
For whenever we don’t see Him, He’s praying inside our heart.
* When God Seems Distant
Thanks to Fr. Luigi Rivera Coronel for the Latin translation of the title
…the only thing I can do to make you closer to me,
These eyes will be looking at you, till those yours will look at me too…